I was the world’s first superhuman. I suppose in some ways,
that makes me responsible for everything that has happened since the Doorways
appeared. Not that it was my fault that I was sent back with these strange
powers, but that my actions which followed could easily be what kept more
people going in.
If I hadn’t run away from the authorities, allowed myself to
be tested, maybe we could have figured more out about the Doorways before it
was too late.
If I hadn’t tried to follow some idiotic notion of being a
superhero, made such a public spectacle of my abilities, maybe I wouldn’t have
galvanized so many people to take their chance.
If I hadn’t been so squeamish about stopping my opponents
for good, if I hadn’t abandoned my country for an easier life in a foreign
land, maybe the women I had cared about would still be alive right now.
If I hadn’t…
If I hadn’t…
If I hadn’t…